[ Once he's sure that Haruto is still, even before he completely passes, Jae tries to cradle him close. He can't speak for fear of the floodgates opening, but he can be there in the former reaper's final moments. Even so, he can't stop the tears from flowing or the sorrow and grief that's currently invading his heart.
I'm sorry, please forgive me, you never deserved this.
He sits there, completely still save for his breathing and the tears that are still flowing, even as Taeseok lands behind him. But when he speaks, he doesn't bother turning around, voice hoarse and laced with a level of venom that even he didn't know he had: ]
And yet it feels like this could have been prevented. Why him. Why any if this. Haven't we been punished enough for our sins?
[ He knows that there isn't an easy answer for any of this. But that doesn't stop it from hurting, from him feeling his anger ready to burst at the seams again. ]
... Tell me, what do you plan to do with his body.
[taeseok knows that the tone of the other's voice isn't directed so he doesn't get upset by it]
My guess, her aim was Skoll.
[he looks at where the demigod laid. under sejun's lead, he watches some of his men attend to the burn wounds before carefully lifting the wolf up and placing him in the back of a van. the idiot was going to need proper medical attention]
But that woman likes to hurt as many as she can in one go so it wouldn't surprise me if she looked more into the reaper's life. [like he did] So, you also blame your connection to Amon.
[he says that name with such disgust and anger]
As for what I'm going to do with the body, I can't really say. I was simply told to retrieve the body and return it to the Heavens.
[ He's silent for a few moments, and even though he wants to lash out, to attack something to quell the rage in his body - he knows that this isn't Taeseok's fault. He gently lays Haruto's head down before standing, and wipes his eyes before he stands to face the god in front of him, though his face is now that of careful neutrality, despite his demonic characteristics still being fairly apparent. ]
I am a demon, a soul damned to walk the Earth for all eternity. I am to be punished for being this way, even if it was technically against my will. However. If I ever see that witch anywhere near here, I will not hesitate to fight her. I don't care who she is, or what Amon will do if I try.
[ He grits his teeth at the mention of his boss, but takes a deep breath and forces the rage to calm, if only for a few more moments. ]
I do not take actions like this lightly, despite what I am. And especially to those I care about.
... please make sure he's laid properly to rest. He deserves at least that, if nothing else.
Funny how life works. I want to fight your boss. You want to fight mine.
[though, taeseok feels like jaehyuk is maybe a little overdramatic with his whole this is my punishment for my changes thing.
in the distance, the sound of a vehicle driving away can be heard and taeseok takes that as his cue to begin his departure.
he makes his way over to haruto's body, lifting it in the air and some sort of portal opens behind him]
Because you were a good friend to him and you deserve to know. Not to mention that your mind is probably a little clouded from all your emotions. I doubt he'll get a burial. I'm not supposed to be retrieving him. He's not supposed to go to the Heavens. Something is being planned for him if Izanagi himself asked me to get him. So...... prepare yourself.
[he warns jaehyuk before turning to walk through the portal with haruto's body. the portal closing once they're both through]
Don't worry, I also want to fight my boss some days. Can't say she doesn't deserve it.
[ He shakes his head with a snort. Also shut up, he's still feeling emotionally raw over all of this. ]
Izanagi-?
[ His eyes widen at the mention. What would Izanagi want with a reaper that was forced into becoming a wolf -
He takes a step as if he's going to follow them into the portal, but it closes before he can go any further, and he stares at the space where it was for a few more moments before he realizes that someone's probably going to see him like this -
He needed to get away again. Somewhere he couldn't hurt anyone while he worked through the anger still simmering underneath his skin.
So in a flash and a puff of smoke, he's teleported away, the faint traces of brimstone and sulfur lingering in the air afterward. ]
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I'm sorry, please forgive me, you never deserved this.
He sits there, completely still save for his breathing and the tears that are still flowing, even as Taeseok lands behind him. But when he speaks, he doesn't bother turning around, voice hoarse and laced with a level of venom that even he didn't know he had: ]
And yet it feels like this could have been prevented. Why him. Why any if this. Haven't we been punished enough for our sins?
[ He knows that there isn't an easy answer for any of this. But that doesn't stop it from hurting, from him feeling his anger ready to burst at the seams again. ]
... Tell me, what do you plan to do with his body.
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My guess, her aim was Skoll.
[he looks at where the demigod laid. under sejun's lead, he watches some of his men attend to the burn wounds before carefully lifting the wolf up and placing him in the back of a van. the idiot was going to need proper medical attention]
But that woman likes to hurt as many as she can in one go so it wouldn't surprise me if she looked more into the reaper's life. [like he did] So, you also blame your connection to Amon.
[he says that name with such disgust and anger]
As for what I'm going to do with the body, I can't really say. I was simply told to retrieve the body and return it to the Heavens.
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I am a demon, a soul damned to walk the Earth for all eternity. I am to be punished for being this way, even if it was technically against my will. However. If I ever see that witch anywhere near here, I will not hesitate to fight her. I don't care who she is, or what Amon will do if I try.
[ He grits his teeth at the mention of his boss, but takes a deep breath and forces the rage to calm, if only for a few more moments. ]
I do not take actions like this lightly, despite what I am. And especially to those I care about.
... please make sure he's laid properly to rest. He deserves at least that, if nothing else.
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[though, taeseok feels like jaehyuk is maybe a little overdramatic with his whole this is my punishment for my changes thing.
in the distance, the sound of a vehicle driving away can be heard and taeseok takes that as his cue to begin his departure.
he makes his way over to haruto's body, lifting it in the air and some sort of portal opens behind him]
Because you were a good friend to him and you deserve to know. Not to mention that your mind is probably a little clouded from all your emotions. I doubt he'll get a burial. I'm not supposed to be retrieving him. He's not supposed to go to the Heavens. Something is being planned for him if Izanagi himself asked me to get him. So...... prepare yourself.
[he warns jaehyuk before turning to walk through the portal with haruto's body. the portal closing once they're both through]
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[ He shakes his head with a snort. Also shut up, he's still feeling emotionally raw over all of this. ]
Izanagi-?
[ His eyes widen at the mention. What would Izanagi want with a reaper that was forced into becoming a wolf -
He takes a step as if he's going to follow them into the portal, but it closes before he can go any further, and he stares at the space where it was for a few more moments before he realizes that someone's probably going to see him like this -
He needed to get away again. Somewhere he couldn't hurt anyone while he worked through the anger still simmering underneath his skin.
So in a flash and a puff of smoke, he's teleported away, the faint traces of brimstone and sulfur lingering in the air afterward. ]