don't be sorry, i would much rather go into my shift knowing i have you to look forward to than go into it thinking i would be coming home to an empty bed like i did
i think i've gotten so used to sharing the bed with you that now i'm lonely when you're not there, Jae...
[Ah. It's strange how something as simple as that is what Eun starts to realize that she has feelings for Jae. Not just as of now, but for weeks now. She's had feelings all this time and they just slipped in so naturally that she never even realized. She misses him in her bed at night, and not because of the sex. She misses him there and with her.
Eun waits to feel frightened off by the realization, panicked, scared, something...but like so many times before, it's not terrifying because it feels right.]
maybe...for a little while we could decide on just one place to stay at night, regardless of schedules.
[It's not moving in together, not technically, so much as an extended...living together situation.]
[ Perhaps they are moving a little fast, but at the same time, it also feels right and comfortable like this. That and, well, dating and courting before is a little different. A bit more stiff and proper. Jae's more than okay with just playing it by ear like this. ]
i know you do and yes i'm sure let's just try a week?
[She may very well want some space after that, and for all she knows spending so much time with Jae may remind her of how close she and Jin had started to get, how comfortable they'd gotten sharing their hotel room until it had all gone to hell. But then, a week of living with Jae sounds wonderful, especially with her mind still lingering on what he's going to offer her tonight.]
okay we'll figure out all of the details tomorrow then tonight i'm just going to see how many hours i can get through my shift before i abandon ship in favor of heading to your place to see you
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remind me why i shouldn't call in sick right now and head to your place straightaway
because you're offering me wine and a massage and VINES and that is a hundred times more appealing than any money i could make at the bar tonight...
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maybe a few hours then, i guess
i GUESS
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
for once in my life i'm beginning to regret these late night bartending shifts
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i think i've gotten so used to sharing the bed with you that now i'm lonely when you're not there, Jae...
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I feel the same way on the nights when our schedules don't align. It's funny, really.
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Eun waits to feel frightened off by the realization, panicked, scared, something...but like so many times before, it's not terrifying because it feels right.]
maybe...for a little while we could decide on just one place to stay at night, regardless of schedules.
[It's not moving in together, not technically, so much as an extended...living together situation.]
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[ Perhaps they are moving a little fast, but at the same time, it also feels right and comfortable like this. That and, well, dating and courting before is a little different. A bit more stiff and proper. Jae's more than okay with just playing it by ear like this. ]
And I mean that.
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and yes i'm sure
let's just try a week?
[She may very well want some space after that, and for all she knows spending so much time with Jae may remind her of how close she and Jin had started to get, how comfortable they'd gotten sharing their hotel room until it had all gone to hell. But then, a week of living with Jae sounds wonderful, especially with her mind still lingering on what he's going to offer her tonight.]
besides, mia might enjoy a break from her brother
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we'll figure out all of the details tomorrow then
tonight i'm just going to see how many hours i can get through my shift before i abandon ship in favor of heading to your place to see you
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and i mean that both affectionately and accurately
see you when i see you